this is a blog rite?
a place where one types his or her feelings, regardless of who reads it.

so here i go,

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I wish
that my life would get happiness.
i'm slacking.and i blame no one, but only myself.
yet, no matter how i try, i always manage to wear myself out before even trying to
be consistent.
and,so,yes, it's my fault for putting this upon myself.
but quitters are loser.
So, what does that make me? even trying to figure out.!


I wish
they could stop.
life seriously screwed up since this moment I am having so much problem in school.
taking things as though it wouldn't affect others, as well as myself.
I hope you guys, you understand my feelings. )':
well, i wish you do.


I wish
you didn't say i changed for the worse.
because i didn't. i know myself.
but it's just too little to late. because those words,
changed everything.


I wish
I could grab a strong shoulder.
not caring who is it. where is it.
and just wail.
bawl over like a terrified kid who just entered kindergarden now.
because i think i kept this inside me for too long now.