Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sometimes i hate how small the world is. It's been almost 3 months. That short period, amazingly, made things different from all those years. I've been fine without you. Almost. I convinced myself I didn't need to rely on you much anymore. I wasn't a kid any longer. I wanted to prove I could be fine without you.
Vulnerable. How I felt at times when I couldn't turn to anyone but you. But I resisted.
Then time healed, and I healed. I thought I could finally prove once and for all that you could be away from me and I could just be fine, as always. I wouldn't miss you if I couldn't see you.
But then I actually saw you.
Then I wasn't so sure.
maeelyn
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