Thursday, August 26, 2010

26.8.2010

i know it was some time ago. but suddenly stumbling upon it, really hurt.
i've always wondered how it was like on your end.
now i know. and damn, i thought i was the one who was bitter about it.
turns out you were worse. what am i supposed to apologize for? it's over.
but when i think about it again, i shouldn't have held back then.
you got it easy, punk.today was not a good day.
today was the day i realized my efforts were never enough.
never good enough. today i realized, hey, things never were okay. why did i keep up the act then?
i realized how stupid i was.
maeelyn

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